well it's been a while... my surgery wasn't too bad... bryan sat in the back with me on the way home and let me sleep on him.. even though i don't remember it.. lol! then he took care of me all weekend  awww i love him! ... so saturday torrie & i went prom shopping.. we both got our shoes and jewelry... we're soooo excited! and it was nice spending the day with torrie... it had been a while..! love you woman!  sunday bryan & i went to a superbowl party with my parents for a while then we went to torrie's for a while... we left there pretty early because i was feeling pretty sick... i'm still sore but i'm feeling MUCH better now... lol... now bryan has mono... poor baby.. lol.. i'm just glad thats all it is...  well i'm outta here... cya

oh yeah.. i wont be writing in here much.. i have a my space now so...

well i thought i would change my picture... aaaand of course i put my BABY on there  i love him ! he's so cute... lol... well today kind of sucked... i couldnt do anything so i pretty much hung out with my mom all day... haha.. i'm kidding i love my mom... we went to wal mart & got behind 2 people that bought like $500 in groceries and we stood in line for 30 minutes... no lie.. lol.. it was horrible!.. i got all my stuff for valentine's day though which is good.. i must say.. i am very excited...  .. so i came home & called bryan for a minute.. i hate not seeing him... it honestly ruins my whole day.. lol.. as far as tomorrow goes... school & then i will probably be with bryan all day.. friday i get my wisdom teeth out in newark... ahhh im nervous.. BUT.. my amazing boyfriend is coming with me.. gosh he is perfect  what can i say.. he is coming to sit in a waiting room with my mom and i probably wont remember seeing him anyways.. but he is going anyways so im not so nervous.. aww! i love you hunny!  muah! well american idol is on & i am going to go laugh at these idiots with my mom.. lol... cya!

i love you....

this weekend was pretty fun.. saturday me ash torr & karli played cards at the bradford's & tyler & his friend were there... then we all stayed at torr's..sunday i painted my room & layed around with the husband... lol.. oh yeah..i just love how when everything is going great for me someone has to try and fuck it up... why can't people just let me be HAPPY for once..? no... they have to try & make me miserable... i love coshocton... and if your going to be cute and leave me little messages on ICQ telling me my boyfriend is cheating on me.. at least have the balls to put your name in the info .. oh well.... i know my boyfriend would not cheat on me... he is one of the few men in my life i believe when he tells me something... and i know he doesn't have it in him to ever hurt me so.. i guess all i can say to this is grow up... anyways... i don't really know what is going on today.. i know bryan is coming here after he is done lifting at dirk's.... and torr is supposed to call me when she gets home from practice.. and i have some homework to do... i went to 4 seasons after school to get an application & i have to go back in like a week or so to get one so... hopefully they actually call me this time for an interview because i NEED to job bad... well i have things to do so cya....

* missing someone is a part of loving them....
   if you are never apart, you'll never realize just how strong your love is. *

thursday night my wonderful boyfriend took me to see the last holiday in zanesville... it was a really good movie!..then we just came home and layed around...well... last night was... amazing  ... i was with bryan so... of course it was... haha... we went to his house around 10 and my boo called us to hang out so we told her to just come up to his house... well i fell asleep on bryan until like 10:30 & then i wake up to adam's fist coming at my face! LOL!.. i still love you toolbag! haha! we watched the notebook and then torr took adam back to his car and bryan went to my house with me until i fell asleep..then he tucked me in like he always does... i know... he's adorable! lol...today.. i don't know what i'm doing... torr has plans for tonight so i imagine if bryan goes skiing then i will just sit around here all night... fun... right? lol... well i have some things to get done so.. cya!

* the best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. * -- The Notebook

* what lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.... *